So it begins.
I don’t really remember exactly when I decided to take this on but clearly there is this man who posed this as a plea from the bottom of his heart.. or maybe it was a challenge. This man knew me for years and he is a good friend - now he is more than I could ever ask for. He saw me when I still had this in me, in whatever circumstance I was in. He saw how this affected my whole being, how everything felt so light and beautiful, how I loved to be surrounded with people, how I sound when I sing, how different I am now. And this man is taking the quest with me as an onlooker. Or perhaps as a companion..
The quest in it’s deepest sense is the quest for every single living soul who believes. That’s what I realized today thus the capital “I” and “G”. I thought I was only looking for something I lost that will make everything easier. But I realized that this quest means everything to me. Yes, it was 2006 when I cried my heart out and made a promise. It was when I committed myself into something that I know is the most essential thing in this world. It was when I armed myself in a battle that was already won, but I am a warrior that needs to live and pass the message on. It was the time when I felt most alive. — then I started to see the next level. Or maybe this time in my life is the real deal.
It’s in me. But I have to find it and let it overflow once more.
<3 Bingsesa
